★ 09/07/25 where im at rn
If it weren't for the dire state of American political affairs I'd say it's been a very good year. I just celebrated my one year anniversary with my wonderful best friend and partner, I've been going to therapy and unpacking some chronic shame, I've started taking Adderall, and generally doing all I can to offer myself happiness and stability. It's crazy to see how much energy I have for life right now, so much so that I'm almost overwhelmed by possibility. It's like some of the weight's been lifted and I want to do it all. I'm trying to set realistic goals, one of which is maintaining an online presense and sharing myself and my work more freely (without totally freaking out). Consitstency has always been the hardest thing for me, but I've learned one of my most valuable skills I've had to develop over the years is the ability to pick myself back up and start again.